I am a young dude who feel likes an old man. My whole body hurts I feel like cracking all my bones in my body just so maybe i can feel okay. I love to eat food but also interesting in eating evey other cultures food before I die. I used to be a happy boy and then i grew up and realized that what i tried to avoid when i was little kinda of back fired but at least I am not in a scary office building stuck behend a desk sorting data without code.

I would consider myself smart but I can still do some stupid things. I am not a bad kid just a curious dude trying to know things that seem to be hidden right in front of our eyes. I do regret not reading books when I was a kid, probably wouldve helped enhanced my english and I probably couldve been someone cooler than cool and have more respect and own buisness I guess but just like going to the gym and working on your body, everyday is a learning experience depending on how you take life.

I always wanted to code, was interesting in computers when I was kid but got sucked into video games and social sites because felt like it was too hard to read. I wish i was there for myself and gotten a grib on life and focus on the technical side of a computer instead of the whole social aspect and engement between online presence and social presence. Again like i said i am kinda smart.

Other than this, I consider myself a captain, a leader, a family a man, the father who suports his family and a freind who they can rely on. If good things happen to me I like to spread my wealth and happiness with those around me or even those who helped me through the process. I dont like to ask for help nor like to waste time. People play my often because of the way I am but I feel like thanks to my recent interactions with people, I kinda of give some people the cold sholder at this point. My heart turning colder as my emotions go numb, but i tend to control it. Somtimes its hard when you are hungry and havent slept well and have some weird events happen in your life that you can just put your finger on it but you know its wrong or something is wrong and cant do anything about and instead just hope things go well.

They say that the life gets rough and hard when you grow up. I planned to not go through that but it got messed up so bad, stuck between life and death, but here I am looking to finish what I started.